life is crazy, I’m in constant motion and feeling slightly resentful for it. Being busy isn’t something to complain about I’m just overwhelmed with so much going on. I leave my job this Friday for the aventures in the unknown and while I may be happy about this I none the less feel slightly worried and sorry to be leaving. My job isn’t a bad one and of course I start really liking people after I’m ready to leave. Whatever, good bye. I’m fighting with a friend and it’s awful. My mother is in town harassing me. My bike needs some maintenance and I need to do it asap. I’m going on an epic bike ride tonight with the theme of the Warriors, me and some lovely ladies (and two boys :P) will be the gang THE LIZZIES. I was looking up clips of them and they are like 70’s slight butch lesbians haha. LET TERROR REIGN WHILE I WEAR MY FLANNEL SHIRT!!! This week goes as follows: Tues- Warriors rides, Wed- work in Killeen, Thurs- Social ride, Fri- good bye dinner with co-workers and then possibly the full moon cruise? I don’t know, Sat- work in Killeen, Sun- Hobby Lobby and work in Killeen, Mon- work in Killeen, Tues- TATTOO APPT WITH AARON FOR MY CHEST AND TO FINISH MY KNEE, and Friday I come home to relax and then turn around and Saturday is Morgaine’s Zelda themed birthday as well as Cro-Mags with Amanda and party time. Shit.
I want you. I want to hold you. I want to kiss your face until it hurts. I want to lick you. bite. scratch. hug. smile adoringly at you. make dinner for. share secrets. wash your back in the shower if you wash mine. I want to know what you like in the morning for breakfast. I want to know the elementary school you went to. your favorite sport. how to make you laugh. I want to own a dress that’s your favorite. I want to travel with you and show you my life that I don’t show everyone else. I want you to know that I don’t need you but that I want you and that should still be important. I want you to like my pride and haughtiness. I want you to read to me in bad after fucking me sideways. I want you to let me play with your facial hair if you have any, even if you don’t like it that much, I’ll only do it sometimes. I want you to be affectionate but not in front of everyone. I want to share things with you but still have our own space and time for personal things. I want you to help me wake up in the morning for work when I can barely stand it. I want you to want me. I want a lot, but so do you. Will you find me or will I find you? Will we be what we hope each other ought to be? I want to live up to your expectations in a realistic manner, same for you. I want to be yours and you mine. I want a partner in crime and constant alibi. want want want
I spent a dollar a received 6 beers. rode my bike like the wind. had a guy that called me ugly tell me I was beautiful, regardless if it was the alcohol or not that was nice. I know I’m attractive so fuck you. went naked swimming in an apartment complex pool which we do on the regular anyways but the water was nice for once. then proceeded to steel this futon chair thing from the pool and give it to Rob. I really feel good about a lot of things going on and uncertain about others. but I feel that if I keep being positive, trying hard to stay on track, chanting, and just having fun and bringing good things in to other peoples lives then it will be returned on me. or I might get hit by a fucking bus. whatever, I’m trillin and it’s lovely.
Type the alphabet and stop at the letter of the last person you kissed. none of your business.
Who sits next to you in english? I’m out of school.
Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Alice the dog.
Would you consider your parents to be strict? Not even.
Have you ever tackled someone to the ground? Yes.
Is your last name longer than 6 letters? It’s hyphenated, but both are shorter.
What was the last thing you wore that was black? The shirt I have on.
Do you say the F word a lot? YES!!! I love having fun….ha
Have you kissed anyone with the name starting with a J? Yes.
What happened a year ago in this month? I was dating an asshole.
What’s the last thing that went into your mouth? A brownie.
When was the last time you laughed really hard that you cried? And why? Sunday, I was hanging out with my best friend and her sister and we always laugh at the dumbest things non stop. But it makes me happy.
Do you have a mirror in your room? Yes.
How about a tv? Yes.
Would you hug the last person you hugged again? Yes.
Can you be your complete self around the person you like? What else would I be?
Do you have alcohol in your house? Yes.
Did you like anyone last summer? Yes.
The last person to be under covers with you? Is playing a video game.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? Absolutely, but it depends on the person as well.
If someone told you that you were a player, what would you say back? Naww I just crush a lot.
How old will you be in 5 years? Older than you.
What happened at 10:00 am today? Woooork and lots of it.
Is any part of your body sore? My back and shoulders.
Last night you felt? Warm and happy.
Are you taller than 5’5”? Yes.
Do you wish someone was with you right now? They’re here.
Stayed single almost the whole year? Not since I was younger….even then ha not really.
If you were 12 and you could see yourself now, would you be disappointed? No.
Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
Favorite quote? Don’t agonize, organize.
First place you went this morning? To pee.
What if the last person you texted told you they had feelings for you? I would say ew stop it.
What are you drinking? Virgin’s blood.
Do you have clothes that are not yours? Yes.
You see your ex and he/she tells you he/she misses you & you say? Awesome let’s go eat like we already do.
Who is the first person you would call if you needed help? My little sister.
If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them? No. Friends at some point, potentially but not to be romantic with.
Got in any fights this year, 2010? Not physical ones.
Did you wake up to someone attractive recently? Ha yes.
Have you ever been bitten by a dog? Softly in a playful way. Do men count? :)
What is the worst possible way to die? Not interested in thinking like that.
How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? None ya biznass.
What do you look like right now? Like how I did at work, a professional tattooed nerdy girl with sweet tits.
Do you like sushi? Avocado rolls and fried sweet potato rolls.
Do you find it weird that some people brush their teeth in the shower? No, it’s time effective.
Will you be in a relationship 1 month from right now? Who cares?
Did you have a valentine for last valentines day? NO.
Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship?